booking in!

ah, and now comes the worst time of a soldier's life, booking in. many people always ask ,what is the most important part of a soldiers life, and the answer is invariably booking out. and now once again i have to book in.

well this book in won't be so bad, cos im booking out on wednesday, and most of this book in is just a 23k route march. and it'll be e last time my platoon n wing will be together, before we break up for pro-term. oh and i'll be getting my 3rd bar.

book in is always like this. its a storm of emmotions before going in. like how terrible i feel, i dont want to go back in to train, there's so much i want to do out here, im leaving alot of comforts out here. i always miss the bed, the hot shower, the computer and the food. so i hate booking in and i dont think the situation will improve.

but after booking in it seems a little better. seeing all my comrades in the corridor, and seeing my buddy in the bunk, its doesnt seem so bad after all. its quite fun sharing what happened over the week end and talking bout how much fun we've had. i think this book in will be even mroe fun as we talk about how much fun we're going to have in bangkok. u see my life is all about fun, how dumb do i look like now.

and it was like that in bmt, even in school. i hated sundays. because of mondays. i always felt unaccomplished on sundays and had sunday blues because monday was school again. and last time the feeling of being sent to pasir ris bus interchange was terrible man. and there is so much uneasiness in one before booking in, because all is left behind, and i am back to being s8523978c oct tan aik hwee daniel. loss all my individuality. how terrible.

i shall soon start my preparation of booking in, lest i am late for book in. and i shall wait for wednesday, where i can be human once more.