let's say there's this loved one, could be a brother, or a really close friend or relative. you grew up with him, wanted the best for him, and really love him and don't want to see him sad or down. so he's on drugs. could be any addiction but we'll just use drugs. been on drugs for a while. he says its under control, and that he know's what he's doing. he tells you not to worry, trust him.
one day his mother calls you, tells you she suspects something and asks if you could kindly go over to her house. when you're there she tells you her jewellery has been stolen, and she can't contact her son. he wasn't home all week, and the night he comes home there's this theft. what in the world should you do? you feel pissed off, that this guy is fucking up his whole life, letting everybody down. you know where he is. would you take her to him? find him yourself? or let everything go?
presume you go find him, just to make sure nothing's wrong. he's in this really nasty part of town, with all these fellow substance abusers. you find him where he told you'll he'll be, and he's in a heap. alcohol everywhere, more cigarette butts can be seen than empty floor space. you shake him, and get him conscious. you ask him, what the fuck are you doing?
he asks you to help him, and you tell him you'll help him out of all this, this mess he created. then his real request surfaces, he wants another hit. you tell him to relax and get out of here and everything will be ok. but he says he really wants another hit. another hit and he'll quit. if not he'll die. it's obvious he won't die, but psychologically and physiologically his body needs another hit.
what the fuck should you do?
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came back from sydney a week back. just went there to chill and relax. spent so much money on eating. but the food at the fish market was no let down. the sashimi was so good we went back for seconds. the lobster mornay was delicious. and i really love the sydney rock oysters.
had dinner at bondi. it was quite beautiful, watching a 2 hour sunset, eating ribs and wings. we had 4 jugs of beer and they only charged for 2, making it 5 bucks a jug. i drank quite a bit as weian was out of action with heat rash!
earlier in the week had the $10 steak and beer, its super worth it man. wonder why they don't have that here.
jasmine brought me for some damn good jap dinner as well, 3 of us couldn't finish 2 set meals. really big servings! and hot chocolate at balmoral beach, dunno where that is but its damn nice too, the resturant was super posh and cool. went to look around sydney uni as well.
had lunch on the last day at this german beer/sausage place, good food and beer but a bit pricey.
jasmine cooked chicken rice and then sent us to the airport.
i have lost contact with too many friends.
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watched casino and goodfellas recently. bloody good. and i need a smoke.
