signals and brunei

i've been posted to signals for my pro term, and from the experiences of the others, im damn lucky to be in signals. the rest are being tekanned and punished for nothing, while they're in e process of giving us self-governement. our accomodation is quite old but the toilets are new, and we have a tv (though it doesnt work well) and internet access. at least they treat us like humans. humans have dignity, animals dont.

and to brunei. im leaving for brunei tonight, and they tell us its going to be a very packed program and of course it will be tough. yup i hope its going to be not so tough cos im a slacker and i rather have it easy and fun than tough. and all that bullshit bout pride and standards, its bullshit. haha. yeah right, as though i rather go through all of it again. i dont even feel that good after tough training. yeah i feel relieved, but its so stupid to say that yeah it was good. it wasnt so dont kid yourself.

i have decided that i am not a narrator and i will not tell u the story of my life. so i've kept it short.