roar of the tiger

the roar of the tiger is very strong. i keep hearing it calling me. every night. and day. every hour. mmmm. tiger.

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the sun was laughing at me today. she asked me why i looked so glum and sians on a bright day like this. i told her to go away. she said, cheer up, the sun will rise up in your life soon, and the storm will go away. i told her to come back later. i'm stuck in the perfect storm now. where i wanna be.

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is it failure if we can't control the outcome? if it is completely out of our hands? can it be completely out of our hands?

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someone asked me, so daniel, what are your insecurities? and i couldn't answer then. maybe now i can. i HATE failure and i can't stand it when i can't get what i want. that's it then. fearing failure and the inability to acquire what i want.

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cooking fish for daniel michelle weian and jennifer tonight. i only have one giant fish head. wonder if its enough. i'm also wondering what to do with the long weekend. better not waste it when school hasn't started yet.